Did something really wrong yesterday, i copy what fL00r said and paste to Hengky.. Hengky got so angry, pm fL00r and scold i suppose.. fL00r was so dulan with me and after he quited IRC he msg me for Hengky number.. Got really emo last nite.. cried again.. sad-ed..

Woke up with fever, went to eat and sleep again and darling suddenly called me saying that his reaching my house, i thot im like dreaming.. lol.. Went to bath and meet him up, i force him to show me his hp, saw the msgs it isn't like its from fL00r but it is.. Liked u said i treat Jason, u and ask Hengky to take care.. yes ur the 1 who understand me most and understand wtf happen to me n Jason, i can only said SORRY its my bad that i broke off with u.. Hate me all u one, blame me all u one.. Perhaps we won't be friends anymore then so be it and towards Hengky no such thing will happen, don't wry.. I have wanted to be with him a yr ago..

fL00r thanks for everything u did for me, all ur love and care.. Thanks again..
Liked u said " I saw her true colours" yes i saw urs too.. THANKS ALOT OK.. For making me so guilty so emo all this while...

Darling thanks for coming down, bringing me food and the CHEESE CAKE =p Nve thot u will come down, so sweet of us and went to buy some stuff before he heads home.. Sry about last nite.. I love u no matter what.. =)

With ♥ From Suzanna [8:33 PM]